Right now I'm crying. and I'm not crying because I got hacked. I'm not crying because I got bullied. I'm not crying because someone died. I'm crying for THE STUPIDEST reason in the world. I am crying because of a STUPID FREAKING SHEET OF MATH PROBLEMS >.<
so my mom gave me four math problems. FOUR. and two of them were addition and subtraction, for StarClan's sake! and I could do them all fine, but then I doodled on the sheet for an hour, and then I stared at the sheet trying to figure out what three minus eight was (okay, thirteen minus eight, but still), and then I couldn't, and I started doodling, and my brain exploded, and I stared at it some more, and my mom was like "are you done yet?" and then I started getting extremely frustrated and I wanted to scream and I STILL want to scream and I raced into the kitchen and sat on the carpet and stared at it some more and I just started sobbing until I figured out the answer was five, and then without finishing the rest of the problem I just handed it to my mom quickly so she couldn't see my face and ran upstairs to start typing ANYTHING BUT MATH.
I know it sounds really stupid, but I just get so frustrated so often and I have problems focusing on math and I just feel like I want to go outside and scream, and my face hurts from trying not to cry, and that's pretty much it. It sounds really stupid. but I feel so HORRIBLE right now because of, as I said, a STUPID FREAKING SHEET OF MATH PROBLEMS, and I just really have to stop typing now.
Jam. On. >.<
~Hawkfire
Update!
I listened to a "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" AJMV for about an hour and wrote a bit in a fantasy story I'm doing, and I feel, like, 90% better. no, 99.9999999% better. lol XD that was quick. if you ever cry over math, or just get so frustrated you start shouting everything and poking deep holes in your notebook, or if you just can't focus and doodle all over the page, or possibly all three... I can empathize, lol.
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