STUPID FRUSTRATING FREAKING MATH!!!

Right now I'm crying. and I'm not crying because I got hacked. I'm not crying because I got bullied. I'm not crying because someone died. I'm crying for THE STUPIDEST reason in the world. I am crying because of a STUPID FREAKING SHEET OF MATH PROBLEMS >.<
so my mom gave me four math problems. FOUR. and two of them were addition and subtraction, for StarClan's sake! and I could do them all fine, but then I doodled on the sheet for an hour, and then I stared at the sheet trying to figure out what three minus eight was (okay, thirteen minus eight, but still), and then I couldn't, and I started doodling, and my brain exploded, and I stared at it some more, and my mom was like "are you done yet?" and then I started getting extremely frustrated and I wanted to scream and I STILL want to scream and I raced into the kitchen and sat on the carpet and stared at it some more and I just started sobbing until I figured out the answer was five, and then without finishing the rest of the problem I just handed it to my mom quickly so she couldn't see my face and ran upstairs to start typing ANYTHING BUT MATH.
I know it sounds really stupid, but I just get so frustrated so often and I have problems focusing on math and I just feel like I want to go outside and scream, and my face hurts from trying not to cry, and that's pretty much it. It sounds really stupid. but I feel so HORRIBLE right now because of, as I said, a STUPID FREAKING SHEET OF MATH PROBLEMS, and I just really have to stop typing now.
Jam. On. >.<
~Hawkfire

Update!
I listened to a "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" AJMV for about an hour and wrote a bit in a fantasy story I'm doing, and I feel, like, 90% better. no, 99.9999999% better. lol XD that was quick. if you ever cry over math, or just get so frustrated you start shouting everything and poking deep holes in your notebook, or if you just can't focus and doodle all over the page, or possibly all three... I can empathize, lol.

Vid!

HAPPY EASTER! :D
I made a spring video, which took up my entire computer turn so you don't get a real post. heh. :)

Happy spring! :) Jam on!
~Hawkfire

Cyber-Bullying.

guys... I have something very, very serious to talk about today.

CYBERBULLYING.

I just went on Scratch, looked around a bit, was bored, and ended up looking at a "GamergirlX3, please don't leave!" thing. I looked around some more, and found out that a scratcher (who's awesome) called GamergirlX3 was leaving Scratch because of bullies.
she made a project that said there was no use to acting calm and collected when they everybody knew she wasn't.
here's what I say to that:
you don't NEED to be calm. you can cry all you like, think it's the most important thing, ever, but listen. those bullies are OUT THERE, picking scratchers off one by one, not even knowing who you are because they don't CARE. they ignore it.
there is NOTHING that proves they even LOOKED at what they commented on. you have a whole group of people who are panicking because you're leaving, and if you don't, you have at least one. ONE PERSON who cares. If you'd just listen to your friends and hang in there a little while longer, you might realize that you're amazing.

please. ANYONE who's being bullied. HANG IN THERE. don't give up, don't give in. you might think nobody likes you, but you're going to make a whole big difference for the worse, so much worse, if you leave, either leaving just one website, E.G. Animal jam or Scratch, or... suicide. yes, people do it! and if ANYONE reading this is considering it, please...
please, just hang in there.

PLEASE.

Hang in there, because there's ALWAYS someone to lean on. you can comment on my blog, or you can find others, but there will always be enough people who support you to outweigh the bullies.

please... just ignore it, no matter HOW impossible it seems. get someone else's help or push it out of your head. you WILL be okay.

Please, HANG IN THERE, and Jam on!... no matter how hard it seems.
~Hawkfire

LE SHORT POST

 

This post will be short because I'm typing with one and a half hands...heh. let me explain. I'm holding my pointer finger on my right hand with my thumb to stop it from hurting because I sorta kinda slammed the door on it.

ow.
my pointer finger hurts.

AAAAAAAAANYWAYS.... sorry if I scared you with my April Fools day joke! I never got around to pranking my sis, though. one of my friends said she put a real, live worm in an apple and gave it to her mom. FORTUNATELY, her mom didn't eat the worm XD
so...... yeah.

:P Jam on!
~Hawkfire

Le post without a name

I got banned from my account FOREVER, and am quitting my blog, YouTube videos, and AJ :)
stay funny, okay? Jam on!
~Hawkfire
































kidding. sorry if I made you scream in horror when you read that, though I doubt anyone did XD
AAAAANYWAYS..... today is April fools day!

[Screenshot from Animal Jam]

[Made myself with a Paint program]

I made a YouTube video showing the April fools party on AJ, which you can check out on my channel Cinderblaze Fireymoon, and altogether, it's awesome!
I think I'll prank my sister. sound good? 'kay. this is gonna be awesome! ^_^
happy April fools day! have fun! and, as always, Nyan on!
~Le Batman

P.S. I got membership! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD










kidding :(
unfortunately, I don't think I'll ever get membership. so, FOR REAL, bye, guys! stay awesome and JAM ON!
~Hawkfire